Just another update. I'll try to stay regular with these things so I can have some
sort of use for Deviant Art considering most of my art-uploading activities take place on Tumblr.
I've been pretty stressed out with my home life and personal life as of these past two weeks. This usually means I'll start slowing down with being productive. This isn't exclusive to art or current commissions. This also effects the quality of dedication I have for everything else (interpret that as you see fit). Hanging in there gets to be tough some days. I have the days where I'm full of energy, ready to get things done. Then come the days where I just want to lay in bed all day and sleep forever (perhaps not even wake up, ever).
Depression has been a long-time battle for me, and it's usually (if not always) an uphill battle. Compared to two years ago and now, I want to say that I've been handling my depression better. I no longer feel the need to jump off a high place, landing head first, at the very first inkling of being upset or hopeless. I try to surround myself with positive energy and excise all the negative energy to the best of my ability. I try not to lose sight of the small things that make me happy. This can range from dark chocolate or watching horrible singing auditions from reality competitions on YouTube. Either way, I can't ignore that I have a problem. Instead, I try to deal with it and deal with myself.
On a lighter note, I'm pretty close to getting over my phobia of people watching me draw so... I may jump board onto that whole streaming thing. Keep an eye out.